6.18.2010

the sanity of reality

you know, when you're at this age you tend to be a little more mature & wiser since everything was done through out the age of sixteen to twenty one. frankly speaking, whatever everyone's digging right now, i've experienced it. what everyone thinks that it's cool and hip, well guess what, i did it. your edgy clothes, your disco noise, your loud dance steps and all of the world's mixture of alcohol you've downed, and whatever dope you're cracking on- does not impress me because it is just another ecstasy i've sipped on that turns into a lousy bore.

because really, it soon will fade, it will be just another phase for you to reminisce.

or is it because i have grown so much that i've decided to relax, observe, and see the sky passes by? i just feel sorry for you for not being able to experience all of this temporary high that most of us did growing up. what a shame that right now, you're chasing after all of these phases that none of us find fascinating anymore.

naive little girl, give it up. maybe look a little deeper in yourself and be what you already are, instead of running after all of the current spasms when the truth is, you will never be a part of it.